I just got back home to this blog. I know everyone says the same thing: “I’m sorry it’s been a while.” But life has been life-ing. There have been good days and bad days, but through it all, God remains faithful.
So what’s happening in my life right now, in May 2025?
I am looking for income. I have to say it just like that. I recently left what I thought was a dream job.
I say I’m looking for income because I want the next opportunity to be my own business. I’ve always wanted to make money online, but nothing has really taken off. I haven’t been consistent in doing anything online that paid off the way “they” all said it could. I was seeing everyone doing it, and since my Father in heaven owns everything, surely I could do it too. Right?
But I’ve learned: it takes consistency, tenacity, focus, and no distractions to really build something. I need to be selling something; content in the form of a digital product.
But what does that look like when you’re a creative person who can do a lot of things when you put your mind to it? It can be exhausting and debilitating.
God, help.
We can do all things through Christ who gives us strength. But sometimes it feels like I try to do everything all at once and end up doing nothing successfully at all.
But help is on the way. Help has always been here.
I’m acknowledging God in all my ways so He can direct my paths. Lately, I’ve been drawn to learning more about the mind of Christ and what that really means. Through my research, I’ve discovered that we access that mind through prayer and reading scripture.
But not just any prayer — it’s praying in tongues that allows the Holy Spirit to pray the will of God for our lives. That’s what I’ve been endeavoring to do. I try to spend time every day, but sometimes it just doesn’t happen.
I’m learning to make the effort without falling into condemnation when I don’t get a lot of time to pray in tongues or spend time with God at all.
Because life be life-ing.
